this is my little space------ try not to f@#$ it up also like u did elsewhere in my life

im hurt

i fell in love with a girl and i got my heart broken
i fell in love with another and she did the same
i fell in love with you thinking all would be different,
your no better than the first two

i fell in love because i need affection, i need a companion, i need comfort,
i fell in love with you cause u made me laugh, smile, made me happy
thinking of you would brighten my day
now i feel depressed, even more lonely than i did before, saddened, i feel pain in my heart
knowing your the one who can take it away.
i fell in love with you, but u making me cry, making wish i never met you.
i fell in love thinking this will never reach no where
you assured me otherwise, now all that has seem to have changed

i love you with all my heart, my soul, and it pains me to see you making me cry, you pushing me aside

i need YOUR love, YOUR affection, i need you to love me
i need, want you to love me
LOVE ME

been awhile since i let loose my feelings
time for me to let go

yea selassie i JAH rastafari
been awhile since i been on here
wad up people
shout ur boy out

Yep another graveyard shift

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Carnival monday Jump up

you know everyone has a few of those people in their lives,
the ones who always there for you no matter what situation you got yourself into
no matter if you ain't got the cash to go and hang out, or to have drinks
those people who appreciate you for who you are and not for what you may have, or have done for them
those people who will cry beside you in jail, but still telling you "tht was dope yo lol"

then there are THOSE PEOPLE
the ones who when trouble arise are the first to leave
the ones who say they your friends but still never call or ask to hang out or chill
but they be going out all the time
they show you sincerity to you face but as soon as you turn your back they telling someone how they can't stand you

those people who just like you who don't give damn and can relate to you no matter what your going through
when those people and THOSE PEOPLE cross paths you will surely see the difference in them
those people are willing and will try even if its a long shot
THOSE PEOPLE say they will try but don't really mean too and give excuses as to why this and why that wouldn't work
i wish those people all the best in life but THOSE PEOPLE- well for you guys i could care less

crashing dont always mean death so why everyone talking like its go time. relax enjoythe bloody ride

hey who else but moms. hey mommy, the plane bout to crash i dont kno where but make sure u find out cause i not looking to dead no time soon, just come pick me up seen. yeahtalk to u ltr

Gucci fitted. Mad

why people so evil
huh??
why??????

they talk with you nice in front your face but when your not around they have the world of bad things to say about your ass,
i hate fakes ass friends, if you cant be real and straight with me, keep to one side please, don't try being a friend cause I'll let you have it and have it good,

then those same people who "claim" they your friends, coming to you with their problems and asking advice, trying to act like they weren't talking you behind your back in a bad way with others.

if your damn ass know you ain't gonna be straight with me don't come any further, i don't take shit from no one OK ,NO ONE!!!

yes i do. a fear of being alone. no one to love me for me,

I had to post this, i can so so relate to this...like its speaking to me specifically.

Joy and Sorrow


Then a woman said, "Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow."

And he answered:

Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.

And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.

And how else can it be?

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

Is not the cup that hold your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?

And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."

But I say unto you, they are inseparable.

Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.

Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.

Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.

When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.

why does she say she loves me and yet stil doesnt wanna be with me?
i have constantly showed how much i care, how much ive changed
i give all of me and i cant even get a little piece of her
she neglects me and stil i cry, she says no, i cry some more
and stil when im being avoided, i stil take it on myself to say hi, ask wats up
say i miss u
and i stil be neglected